Annelise Eppen
Rearview
Don't leave your blinds drawn
I'm waiting on the sun
When it rises it drags me from my room
Now I'm watching you sleep there
Stars shining in your hair
As you reach to pull me back into our tomb
Boston is fogging in the rearview
It's such a long way back from you
Somebody driving by
Is looking me in the eye
But they're passing me at ninety when they do
You read me your morning
And I sat there adoring
How you always seem to blow yourself away
And I'm sorry I came by
Just to lie in your bed and cry
But you say I made you happy anyway
The sun is on fire in the rearview
It's not a long way back to you
I'm trying to leave my head
For these evergreens glowing red
And I swear I'll take you with me when I do
But everything's fogging in the rearview
And someday this highway won't take me back to you
I'll drive it instinctively
Just to park at your house and see
That I've lost you and I don't know what to do