Crying

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Been here since you hung up the phone

Crying in this house all alone

No one could hear me bang my head against the wall

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Words that I'd been stringing along

Came out as a meaningless song

And now I'm doubting all the voices in my head

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I know there are things I should do

But I'll spend the morning thinking of you

And all the things you say I twist into myself

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Can you remind me that I am a person

That there's something I believe?

I hate that I'm asking for more reassurance

But it helps me fall asleep

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I have conversations in dreams

With girls who you loved before me

I need to know if they felt this way in your arms

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I hope you're not telling me lies

When you say you'll stay by my side

'Cause I feel good about this for once in my life

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Now every time that I look in the mirror

I can see things through your eyes

I'm doing this all 'cause I wanna be like you

Someone genuine and wise

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I think I'll feel better again

Listening to the songs that you sent

It's only been an hour but I miss your voice

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